I'm feeling like dying on this filthy bed For all the bad, bad sins that I should repent So I could get to turn up with the dead presidents Heaven or hell, I pick and choose my residence Now I don't mind if this moment's really the death of me As long as I can rest in peace with you next to me Slow dancing in a burning room inside of our tomb Body movin' and groovin' like we on ecstasy Wait hol' up, why you leaving so early in the morning? Did I ask too many questions? Push you right into a corner? I'm sorta kind a obsessive but it's only 'cause I love you Please don't find it disturbing that I sprayed all your perfume In my room, in my toilet, TMI, did I spoil it? My shrink told me that too much honesty's a poison She also told me that my mind's a big prison With no light passing, an opaque prism Broken glasses in my head, living like I'm dead My affection seems to offend every one of my friends My shrink told me my last hope's to off it My shrink told me my last hope's to off it I think I finally figured out the reason why you left me It's all because I tried to love you when I wasn't ready I mean how the hell could I even? I hate myself Sorry for crying but girl, you don't know the shame I felt You keep on making comparisons with twisted narratives But I still think you're beautiful, I must be an appearancist Now I know why God's been silent I swear, it cut me deeper than domestic violence Yeah, I get it, now I get it, I'm hard to love But between us, there's something that's apart from lust Give it time, and I think you'll understand me Oh, you're leaving? Now, wait, what does that mean? Voice in my head sounds like white noises My shrink told me that too much honesty's a poison She also told me that my mind's a big prison With no light passing, an opaque prism Broken glasses in my head, living like I'm dead My affection seems to offend every one of my friends My shrink told me my last hope's to off it My shrink told me my last hope's to off it