I was traumatized And I was traumatized Once I realized you were gone Life flies by Like a blink of an eye And I hear your voice In my dreams when I sleep at night And I cry when I wake Knowing you're not by my side But at least I can see you in my dreams An alternate reality of your being And I can not see Or dream of you not with me You were my best friend The only one in my family who got me And I just wanna say Im sorry For all the things I did and being angry And I wish I could go back it haunts me But just know that I will love you eternally And I just wanna say Im sorry For all the things I did and being angry And I wish I could go back it haunts me But just know that I will love you eternally (Oooh)x3 And I just want you to know That I'm sorry and I always loved you And day by day I wish I could go back To tell you the things I always wanted to I miss your hugs, your love, your support I'll never forget you I love you