Every day in my head I just cheated myself Don't know why but need help It's not the way I guess I want something Something I've never had Because I'm so broken right now I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't 'bout u anymore I know I know I'm ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it like a fire uh uh uh Yeah I don't need your loving sweetest pep talk talks 'Cause you're madness too Even just a little call-up I throw up I don't need u for anything So stop faking it Get back I'm used to being this way I know I'm so broken right now I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't 'bout u anymore I know I know I'm ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it like a fire uh uh uh I don't get the things you said Let me be alone I'm not your thing Already I'm way too lost I'm working out of it Drunk and sober like this Talk and talking like this oh oh So stop trying to make me fit into your world I'll think out loud I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't bout u anymore I know I know I'm ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up ****** Up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it like a fire uh uh uh In my head I just cheated myself I don't know why but need help It's not the way