Gave me two different tears, after all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain So I hate you, so I love you So I hate you, so I love you I'm trying to figure out how to move on With my life without you by my side Waking up with teary eyes I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now So I think of all the pain you've given me Try to look at all the damage you've done to me No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be Gave me two different tears, after all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain So I hate you (but the love you gave me was so, so good) So I love you (but the pain you gave me was so, so bad) I'm crying over you still, what does this mean? Do I still want you back in my life? After all these painful things you've done to me Why is it so hard to realize? So I think of all the pain you've given me Try to look at all the damage you've done to me But the harder that I fight, you come closer in my sight And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh, no Gave me two different tears, after all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain So I hate you (but the love you gave me was so, so good) So I love you (but the pain you gave me was so, so bad) Come here, boy Why do I still feel this way When I know there's nothing left to say? I should've never loved you in the first place Wanna erase you without a trace Try to tell myself that I need to hate you With the pain that you put me through But I, for some reason Why I still miss you no matter how hard I try Gave me two different tears, after all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain So I hate you (but the love you gave me was so, so good) So I love you (but the pain you gave me was so, so bad) Gave me two different tears, after all these years Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain So I hate you (but the love you gave me was so, so good) So I love you (but the pain you gave me was so, so bad)