I'm a mess, lost inside your lies, can't see the rest, yeah Echoes in my head, it makes me guess (oh) You're so heartless, tearing into my chest, yeah I tried to run, but I keep coming back to you You twist my mind and act it's all fine I'm running blind, I lost my way out I beg for answers, but you give me pain In the silence, all my visions drain I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no You keep breaking me down and then lift me up You're so toxic, but I'm still holding (Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir) I'm living like I just don't care I don't mind if it's unfair Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear 'Cause I can't live without you I'm living like I just don't care If I don't, I'll break for real I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares? Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't Can't take anymore (yeah) My thoughts keep screaming, "Just let it go" (no) You laced me up so I can never run away, run away I'm caught in your maze every day, every day Like a curse or something, I tried to break it clean But you played it real smooth, you justified, now I'm deceived Maybe I believed that you could change Now I realize that I'm just here for myself I can't take it back, take it back, oh, no You keep breaking me down and then lift me up You're so toxic, but I'm still holding (Tu ne peux pas t'enfuir) I'm living like I just don't care I don't mind if it's unfair Pretending that I got no fears, but I tear 'Cause I can't live without you I'm living like I just don't care If I don't, I'll break for real (for real) I'm walking on the edge nowhere, who cares? Yeah, I'm living a lie, I'm living a lie, I just don't