I know if I just disappear, I could do what I want Go out every night, I'd wake with no demons left Silence my head, oh There's no scars that I'd need to heal through No regrets with no one to pass to I can't even lie, I can't even lie It'd probably be a little e-e-easier It'd probably be a little e-e-easier But why the hell would I want to, want to? Ever try to live without you, out you? Trying to take it all away But I'm only gonna stay So why the hell would I want to, want to? Ever try to live without you, out you? Why they got me so afraid But I know I gotta stay, mmm The voices they keep me on overdrive I'm hanging my head, my chin up high Can't even see through all the tears I mask I know I've gone this far, ain't going back I'm in this new shit independent Don't care how even spend it, be like magic And even when the lights on, I'm under pressure I won't last forever, no It'd probably be a little e-e-easier It'd probably be a little e-e-easier But why the hell would I want to, want to? Ever try to live without you, out you? Trying to take it all away But I'm only gonna stay So why the hell would I want to, want to? Ever try to live without you, out you? Why they got me so afraid, but I know I gotta stay, mmm Yeah, I tried to leave without looking Left it all behind me (Yeah) But my heart kept asking me if I wanted it back (You know) Walking on the lane but My heart is running on a different track Thought I could move on But the memories piling in stacks Probably be a little easier It'd probably be a little easier But why the hell would I want to, want to? (Ayy; yeah) Ever try to live without you, out you? (Out you) Trying to take it all away, (Take it all away) But I'm only gonna stay (Oh, oh) So why the hell would I want to, want to? (Oh) Ever try to live without you, out you?(Out you) Why they got me so afraid but I know I gotta stay, mmm But why the hell would I want to, want to But why the hell would I want to, want to But why the hell would I want to, want to But why the hell would I want to, want to