Lately I've been caught up in my feelings 'Cause I was moving way up, no ceiling I grabbed a chance heaven sent It ain't been the same ever since, yeah I'm waking up, sweating every morning Fighting myself in my dream, I'm my own opponent Every now and then I pop a pill to numb it down Voice inside my head, I need to turn it down, yeah Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different The way I envision my future ambitions Chips on the table, I raise to the max Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags Riding the wave I create on my own I'ma jump in and give it all 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die They be like, "Aye, Jay, where the hell you going?" I'm like, "Aye, you know?" But don't be really knowing What's the end goal? I'm just focused on us growing Necklace iced out Boy, it's looking like it snowing But one thing I know is take it to the top Either that or we die trying Every verse I write, I gotta make it hot Brains over brawn, gotta Einstein It's in hindsight but can't attain the dream Gotta put in way, way more work Fuck the bull shit, make it with the team Everybody got their own worth I ain't there yet, but I'm making my way Fuck the haters, you can doubt me I don't really care what you say I'ma do this 'til I die They all wonder why It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky I'ma do this 'til I die They all wonder why It's probably 'cause I see my vision going past the sky 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die Way too many evils smiling on me Way too many people doubting on me, yeah They don't see what I be painting Never chasing money, but I'm still getting famous Filling out my bucket list I ain't even noticed I got nothing left Not settling for anything that don't deserve my time, yeah Can't take away my light, yeah Can't hold it down any longer, I'm clipping Swear all these people just praying 'til I'm slipping One thing I can't ignore is that I'm different The way I envision my future ambitions Chips on the table, I raise to the max Can't beat my hand, I'ma leave with the bags Riding the wave I create on my own I'ma jump in and give it all 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die 'Cause I'ma do this 'til I die I'ma do this 'til I die